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She's broken insideYou see that girl?
the one that
looks perfectly fine?
the one smiling
the girl that you

would never suspect
to hide so much pain.
Yeah her,
she's broken inside,
but you can't tell

nope you can't
you think she's fine
but on the inside
she's hurt and
begging to be fixed

but no one notices
cause she hides it
so well behind
her smiles that
are so well rehearsed.

she's broken inside
but you can't tell
cause she acts okay
even if it hurts
she acts alright

but on the inside
she is far from
alright, she's broken
but hides it
she's broken and

wants to be fixed
but no one see's
past the act
no one notices
so see th

SomedayMaybe someday you'll love someone who doesn't love you back
Feel the emptiness of missing someone who just doesn't miss you
You'll do everything for this person and it still won't be enough
Hold them when they cry
Listen when they need to talk
Understand when they get upset
Make them laugh just to see them smile
But it's not going to make them love you back

Maybe someday you'll find the person who makes you happier than anyone ever has
The one you can't see yourself without
Who makes it difficult to imagine yourself with anyone else
And then they'll leave
They won't feel the same way and disappear

Maybe someday you'll wake up thi

Your DogThe silence was screaming at me.
My heart lurched
And then busted.
You were staring at me.
Your eyes cold,
Sadly still trusted.
The words toy;
Play with my thoughts
As you draw them down
From those perfect, deceitful lips.
I was always your dog:
Following you around,
Threatening to tear open whoever's neck
That had decided to threaten you.
I did as you said;
I sat
I begged
I played dead…
But I didn't get up the last time you said it
And left me there without telling me to live….

The boy who fell in loveThis is a story of a boy. Who fell in love. With no girl in the end of the track. With his arms empty, his heart sore, but he loved her, everyday, so much more.

He walked alone, with friends for support, but it wasn't enough, he needed something more. He had loved before, this was a fact, but all of them made his heart sank.

There came this girl, who came with a hook and line, made his heart sing, his feelings divine.

Her eyes deep with stars, the body of an angel. He welcomed her to his heart, not knowing were things were going, though.

He's never felt love quite like this, he always wanted to see her, he saw her beautiful and fit. He th

Death DealerDeath lingered behind his eyes,
ruthless his lips edged up
in a killers smile,
it was the moment
he awaited
while his prey
lie blissfully unaware.

Stillness absolute
a heart beat
was the only sound,
while the shadow
prepared to descend
with the swiftness
of a falcon.

Blood paints the darkness
of the night, not even a scream,
it is true what they say
you can die within your dreams,
for what was he
but a phantom unseen,
a death dealer who will
take flight with your life
while you sleep.

He is gone
even before the very last
breath can be drawn
but he never leaves a doubt
none escapes from his
talon's grasp.

LeafI am a leaf
Gentle and fragile in the air
Kept floating along by kind words
Cracked and missing pieces
My true color fading as the pressure and storms come
Dying since my fall began
A beautifully simple thing
Able to shine bright for the world's happiness
Labeled as just another leaf of a tree
My frame crumbling as time takes place
My form slowly shifting as the world awaits
Many other leafs surround me
Some falling quicker than others to the ground
I try to stay the original me
but change happens naturally
I want to leave a lasting impression on this cruel world
but my crumpled remains will eventually decay
My journey seems

AbuseThere's nothing I want more than…
To feel your flesh rip around the blade in my hand
And your blood flowing through your shirt.
Only then will the shock in your eyes come to realize
You are the only one who really deserves to die.

As I stare deep into the mirror
I always ask,
"Why do you put up with this?"
Why do I put up with this?

Beating won't make me younger and I can't be unborn.
What do you want out of the names you call me?
Do you expect me to accept them?

Maybe next time
When I finally fall asleep,
I won't wake up.
Will that make you happy?
(I know it'd make me happy)

We may be alike in many ways
But I'll never

Everyone Screams, When The Little Girl Dreams.

Everyone screams when the little girl dreams.

The world turns to black when the children play tick tack.

The siren will call, and it will be heard by all.

There is a silence unknown, to those who are unshown.

It will take your heart, and rip your soul apart.

Everyone screams when the little girl dreams...

The man with a rotten face, will put you in your place.

The girl with a knife is quick to end your life.

The snow will fall, and the children will play, we shall.

People will leave, no one shall breathe.

Everyone screams when the little girl dreams... of Silent Hill.

I Can TryI can listen to everything you have to say
And try my best to make you feel better
Make the difficult times easier for you

I can hold you close and make everything else disappear
Let you take out your anger and frustration
Promise not to go anywhere

I can tell you I won't leave you when things start to fall apart
But that doesn't mean you would do the same
When things start to get hard

I can love you with all of my heart
Miss you so much it hurts to breathe
But that won't make you come back
Make you want to be with me

I can try to convince myself that there's someone else out there for me
That you don't still own my heart

Forever TakenShe flutters around in her stylish room
Her clothes laid out in front of her

He sits alone in his dark cold room
Knowing he couldn't ever be further

She picks the clothes she'll wear the next day
To impress the boy who's never caught her gaze

He picks up a cold solid metal blade
Hoping the pain will lower his days

She turns on her music and starts to sing
A love struck song for the boy she barely knows

He slices his arm deep for every little thing
And watches as the stains on the carpet grow

Her thoughts linger on his perfect smile
A boy every girl wants to capture his heart

His thoughts fall onto her all the while
Longing for

PainI've been replaced, i've been hurt
I've been beatin', pushed in the dirt
I've been taken, forgotten too
Now I don't know what to do.

Who to trust, where to go
Who's my friends, I just don't know
They all leave me here to cry
Here to break, here to die....

I have no family, not anymore
I'm just treated like some whore....
My friends hate me, want me dead
"Burn in hell!" Is what they said

Life is hard, it's hard to trust
Shoul I end it, yes I must.
My mind is gone, it ran away
Life is hard, it couldn't stay.

So i'm here, and gone insane
From all this never ending pain
I cut my arms, slit my wrist
Cause no one knows that I ex

MentalSomebody get me out of my head,
because apparently I'm not trying hard enough.

I'm clawing at the insides, anything to get out,
It's just so tough to break.

I've tried screaming, but all it does is give me a headache,
I'm the only one that can hear them here.

I'll go crazy if I stay like this any longer.
Too many thoughts and feelings live inside me.

I want to push them out for a day,
all the negative comments and 'what if's

Can you give me a hand?
It's not very pleasant in my mind...

I'd like to get out now

StillI can still taste you on my tongue.

I can still feel your body next to mine.

I can still hear you whispering in my ear.

I can still smell your scent on my skin.

But the truth is,
my room is completely

still.

youI loved you because I loved you.
There was no ulterior motive nor rationalization behind it.
You were beautiful, yes, but I saw that on your worst days and your best.
Even when your hair was a complete mess, your eyeliner running and your finger pointing sharply into my chest, telling me to grow up, to love myself, you were perfect in my eyes.

I loved you when you hated yourself.
I loved you when you hated me.

Above all, I never qualified my love.
And that's why you left.

What's Left of MeTear my heart out, rip apart my soul.
That's what I've done to myself.

Break me to pieces because I'm so weak.
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Truth is

by ~LaurelsARainbow, Aug 5, 2012, 6:59:32 PM
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Truth is i'll never think i'm good enough for you.
I'll always think there's someone out there who'd treat you better
Who wouldn't need fixing or protecting
Someone who wasn't such an emotional roller-coaster
And when you meet that person...
You'll realize what i've always known.
And you'll leave me.

Truth isby ~LaurelsARainbow

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... see, there's a reason behind my jealousy.

it's called low self esteem

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!Kymira12 Aug 14, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

*Sigh*.. You're not alone. I feel the same way towards my boyfriend. You wrote this wonderfully.

~shorty97 Aug 6, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

i feel the same way.
your not alone.

!LilRedWagon Aug 6, 2012

... see, there's a reason behind my jealousy.
it's called low self esteem

HELLO! .... Once something is KNOWN (you have low self esteem), one can no longer claim ignorance as an 'excuse' ....

FIX what ails ya' and move ON, KIND SOUL ....

My BEST .... LRW.

~SteveTheRock Aug 5, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

I feel this way with my boyfriend...i'm so afraid...

~RussianREHAB666 Aug 5, 2012 Student General Artist

Honey, I can tell you right now, I feel the same way with my best friend. I'm afraid of the same thing.
I'll be here if you need to talk.

~DaddyRose Aug 5, 2012 Hobbyist Artist

baby ur perfict

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